In Loving Memory of my dear husband Scott Schwartz

i started this blog for my own personal journey to find and discover who i am without my beloved...

some days i'm hit with a memory that brings me into deep despair with uncontrollable crying.  yet i do know~ from what he told me was that he wanted me to find happiness, he was worried about me and made sure that i would know this by having his friends remind me often! we knew the time was short and also realized that time flies and one day we will be together, forever.   

i hope you will follow along too!  as i know that maybe some how my postings may help another widow/widower who is mourning their lose...it's an up and down roller coaster of emotions that aren't very clear to others and sometimes myself...how can one moment be so wonderful then the next you almost can't cope...but for my love i want to show him that i can carry on...i will be there for our children...and remember the love he gave to this family...i can make it...till we all meet in heaven...miss you much!!!